I was going to be your sunshine, your only sunshine.
I was going to make you happy.
Why child?
I am drowned in an ocean of my own thoughts.
Why am I still thinking you?
I don't want to.
I can't let you go.
But don't want you in my mind.
But I can't let go.
I have to.
How am I going to find the will to forget you?
You are somewhere else.
I know, you don't even think about me.
Do you?
I don't know maybe you do sometimes.
I wish there was a way to know this.
I wish there was a way to make you know what I think of you.
What is this feeling?
I feel bad.
Get off my mind, just go away.
I have to chop the bonds.
And I will.
I don't want to but I will.