I want the boy. I do.
After all of these things.
I don't care what he's done.
He was lost, he is lost.
I know he is a good man.
I want him no matter of what.
I want him, do you understand?
Is there anything else that I can do to tell you how much I want him?
He is not I've always wanted but he is going to be.
Boy, please.
I want him.
If I still think about him, this should be a sign right?
I should have forgotten him by now. I didn't.
I don't hate him.
I am just sad right now. But not desperate.