I will be missing you boy
But it is time to let you go
Let you go from my life...
I wish I could say it was easy to scracth you from my heart and mind, but unfortunately it is not...
I will not be seeing you for a long time for my sanity and emotional stability...

But I know this is not the end, I am burrying you somewhere I can reach when our time comes..

I knew that it was not our time,
But I know that it is coming,
Day by day,
You are growing to me.

I feel stronger than ever.

I quit dreaming,
I still think of you of course but  have the power to control my thoughts now.

I won't be waiting for you,
But when you come to me, dig you out from where I burried you.

You know those too.

I hope you know this,

My love will never fade away 

I will keep it,

It feels like I will keep it forever..

Boy, one day we will be ready for ourselves...

This is a must, remember?