23 Eylül 2015 Çarşamba

I am in pain but I don't suffer.

My pain is self chosen, true. I chose you, so I chose my pain.
In this case, pain is inevitable.
But I can prevent suffering.
I feel the agony but I don not suffer.
I am deeply in pain but I do not suffer.
I will not let myself to suffer, that would be weak.

There is a huge line between suffering and agony that everyone should be aware of.
Thanks for the light.

1 yorum:

  1. Well, I should admit that I am in pain and I suffer.
    I do not choose my suffering. If I had the option I wouldn't choose the pain either.
    It is not up to me. Nothing is up to me. I am lost.
    Lost in myself.
    I lost myself in you.
    Who am I kidding with?

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