I'm sorry kiddo.
Seeing those photos was not pleasant, even though you wanted to hurt yourself now you wish that you didn't look at them, I know.
Being emraced like that was the only desire.
Sorry kiddo, you can't take one step forward. Still painful, isn't it?
"Honey I know how you feel"

Those passing time proves that it is not temporary.

No, it is not.

That mistake will chase you, maybe not forever but for a long time.

How sad.

-Maybe it wasn't a mistake?-

No, lose it. You have to lose the hope.

So that you can kill it.