To My Lightning

I still don't understand how she is being dead now.
How could she die?
She was my deepest and most sincere friend.
The friend I looked in the eye and understood that I'm being understood.
Without the words, she gave me worlds.
That was the most fearful and surest thing that I was gonna witness her death.
And I did.
I really wish that in somewhere, in some other dimension, she knows that she is being loved from a far far away friend.
I still cry for you, nearly everyday and there is no you to sooth me when I cry. No you to sense this.
You still make laugh with your silly expressions, photos, videos, also to your big belly and your cat walk.
I love you little wing and I think I will continue loving you till the day I die.
Cheers from your shine.