Şehirdeki seslerden ve elektronik aletlerin seslerinden nefret ediyorum.

Yapacak hiçbir şeyim yok.
Kurtulamıyorum.
Keşke seni hiç tanımamış olsaydım.
Hayatıma hükmedecek güce sahip değilsin, sadece ben sana karşı koyamıyorum.
Ne zaman biteceksin?

I am burning.
This is hell I am surrounded with.
The thought of heaven gives me hell, burns me more.
I have nothing to do, I am stuck here and burning.

Seni anlatıyorum.
Seni anlatmadığım kim varsa seni onlara anlatıyorum.
Bizi değil, biliyorsun.
Seni anlatıyorum ve bakışları beni rahatsız ediyor.
Yine de seni anlatmak istiyorum ve anlatıyorum.
Özlemine katlanamıyorum ama bastırmam gerek.
Neyse. Yine sarhoş.

Kurban bayramından nefret ediyorum.

I am in pain but I don't suffer.

My pain is self chosen, true. I chose you, so I chose my pain.
In this case, pain is inevitable.
But I can prevent suffering.
I feel the agony but I don not suffer.
I am deeply in pain but I do not suffer.
I will not let myself to suffer, that would be weak.

There is a huge line between suffering and agony that everyone should be aware of.
Thanks for the light.

I will be missing you boy
But it is time to let you go
Let you go from my life...
I wish I could say it was easy to scracth you from my heart and mind, but unfortunately it is not...
I will not be seeing you for a long time for my sanity and emotional stability...

But I know this is not the end, I am burrying you somewhere I can reach when our time comes..

I knew that it was not our time,
But I know that it is coming,
Day by day,
You are growing to me.

I feel stronger than ever.

I quit dreaming,
I still think of you of course but  have the power to control my thoughts now.

I won't be waiting for you,
But when you come to me, dig you out from where I burried you.

You know those too.

I hope you know this,

My love will never fade away 

I will keep it,

It feels like I will keep it forever..

Boy, one day we will be ready for ourselves...

This is a must, remember?