Şimdi saygını mı kaybetmiş oldum?
Şu bedenimle, şu benliğimle?
O bedenle ve o "senlikle" saygıyı çoktan kaybetmiş olması gereken sensin.
Yabancı gibi olmuşuz çocuk. Gibisi fazla yabancı olmuşuz.
Bir zamanlar "Tenlerin böyle birbirine değmesini seviyorum" diyen insan. Bana.
Seninle de her şey orada başlayıp orada bitti.
Karşımda duruyorsun, hatta bakışlarını ara sıra üzerimde hissediyorum.
Gelip merhaba demeye çekinen çocuk.
Neden sen de öyle yaptın?
Benim küçük çocuklarım.

I am going to take the pictures of every place that we went.
I don't know why I want to do this, I just want to.
The cafe, the coast, the stop and the other stop, "the forest", the cafe, the shopping mall's brench, the cinema hall  and the other brench, those historical places, that hotel not the room but the hotel, the park's brench, the ferry station's brench -where you left me-.

There are more but I think those are the most "important" ones.
I really wanted to love you boy.
And I was going to love you.
Anyway, those feelings are gone.

I look at every faces to see if it is you.
Fuck you, really.

"You were red. You liked me cause I was blue. You touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky and you decided purple just wasn’t for you."

I copied this from a Tumblr post, I wish I wrote it.

It is beautiful and so precise.

He was red, I was blue and purple was just not for him.

That is why he left me maybe. 

He was red.

And I was blue.

A red crow.

A blue dolphin.

"Please don't take my sunshine away."

Happy birthday to my mother and to my love.

Orgazmik bir deneyim dedi bakire kız.

"Exposing your weaknesses is a pretty strong move"