Her hayatin icinde bir olum varsa, her hayat bir trajedi degil midir?

Her hayat biricik 

Ve o hayatin icinde bir olum var

Zamani da belirsiz

Sebebi de belirsiz

Bu trajedi degil de ne?

You know what?

I guess, unfortunately, it somehow hurts me to know that someone has hurt you so much. 

That you had your dreams. Dreams of a wife. Dreams of a family.

You were so close.

I would have never done anything to hurt you. 
I would have never done anything like that to you.

 

Because you see, even today, I'm still loyal to those feelings of more than a decade. 

And yes, more than a decade.

So, I would have never done anything like that. Never.

And for this reason, I grieve every day for that thing we could have had. 

I grieve for all the concerts, for the laughter, for the dreams, for the family, for the unborn child.

But like I said before, it's a vintage feeling. 

And there's nothing left of it.

I am glad you recovered. I am glad you enjoy life as you did before, in your own unique way.

I hope you find your sky.

Oh god, I hear Pearl Jam - Black in the background. 

Yeah, I know, not in my sky. 

I've already said that I've burned down worlds and I live in a different universe now. Anyways.