I hate it

I hate it
I hate being in the same country with you

I need you away from me
I hate knowing the air you breath gets closer
Because I've chosen to stay away from you
And I hate that you are disrupting my plans
Knowingly or else, I hate it, and this hate is all that's left

I hate the fact that I hate it
Because I don’t want it
But I won’t fight with it either
I am not going to bother to make peace with it
Because I am too disoriented to fight with whatever you do or don’t do
I am tired when it is this
This, I hate

And this hate
It is the fire that burns the water
It is the sparkle in the predator’s eye
And it is as pure as droplets on glass, swaying purposeless

Now
Take that glass
And sink it deep into your chest
Take that pain
And turn it into hate
And that’s the only feeling you’ve left me with
And that’s why I hate it and hate to hate it

I can’t even bear the thought of seeing you
In my country, my territory
Because it belongs to me
All these views and tastes you cherish, they are all mine and mine only

And let me remind you
I have all the dreams you wish to come true for yourself
And I have everything that you have and wish to have
All these, they are all mine
And mine only

I hate that this is all in my head
And you are the one who ignites it

And I hate it, not you.