I deserve better

Life is Weird

I again started to think too much.
Because of a guy that I hang with.
I do not care about people at the very beginning
However when I start to care them, I become insecure
Paranoid, touchy
And emotional.
That is why, relationships are not for me
I care what the other person thinks too much because I have something, someone to lose
I am afraid of being broken and this is what brings me a failure

I have someone to go crazy on

I imagine the two of us and I see the greatest couple 

Oh my 

I have to be accepted.

All I need is love
Love love love
Love is all I need

But for real
He is everything that I've always wanted
God please don't play harsh on me
This has to go well
Do not play harsh on my please

He has everything that I want.
I want him.

I have lots of things to do but procrastination is what I am majoring in.