I hate it

I hate it

I hate being in the same country with you

Even though miles apart

I need you away from me 

I hate knowing the air you breath gets closer

Because I plan to stay away from you

And I hate that you are messing up with my plans

Knowingly or else, I hate it, and that’s all that’s left

I hate the fact that I hate it

Because I don’t want it but I won’t fight with it either

I am not going to bother to make peace with it

I am too disoriented to fight with whatever you do or don’t do

I am tired when it is this 

This, I hate

And this hate

It is the fire that burns the water

It is the sparkle in a predator’s eye

And it is as pure as the water droplets on glass that sway

Now

Take that glass

And sink into yourself in the chest

Take that pain

And convert it into hate

And that’s the only feeling that’s left with me from you

And that’s the reason why I hate it and hate to hate it

I can’t even bear the thought of seeing you

In my country, my territory

Because it belongs to me

All these views and tastes you cherish, they are all mine and mine only

And let me remind you

I have all the dreams you wish to come true for yourself

And I have everything that you have and wish to have

All these, they are all mine

And mine only

I hate that this is all in my head

And you are the one who ignates it

And I hate it, not you.