23 Ağustos 2017 Çarşamba

What do you want? 

You will know when the rain washes you.
Now you cannot feel.
But it will strike when you are all alone.
Then you can be grumpy to yourself instead.

I cannot feel. I do not like. I do not see.

13 Ağustos 2017 Pazar

She is flying higher and higher day by day.
Through the clouds.

I wonder where she is now, if she is scared or not. If she is seeing me crying and getting sad because she is not near me.
It is hard to believe that she is gone.
It is gonna be 1 year after her death but I still couldn't accept it. I didn't. I cannot stand the thought, let go the reality.
I miss her.

I wish she was here. I don't care if I have to live these again and again but I wish she just came to me, us right now.
I miss you little wing, lightning.
Death seems to be less intimidating because you are there.

Şinto'm there isn't a single day goes without your thought.
Be good, don't be scared. We are gonna meet eventually.
Until then, I will continue loving you as much as I loved you the first moment I saw you.
I miss you and I love you.

Your light,
Sena.

9 Ağustos 2017 Çarşamba

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